Walking Paradox
Er, I'm not fond of writing stuff about myself D: But I am talkative in real life. I do know, though, when it's time to shut up and listen to you.
(Enough of this nonsense.)
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40 Random Queries
Friday, December 30, 2005 11:18 AM
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1. Do you like chinese food? that's my favorite!haha (:0 Comments
2. How big is your bed? big enough to put my stuff in.
3. Is your room clean? not really.
4. Laptop or Desktop computer? laptop!
5. Favorite comedian? my brother, bryan.
6. Do you smoke? no.haha.wanna try,though.
7. Sleep with or without clothes on? with clothes!
8. Who sleeps with you every night? my huggable pillow.and gerard.just kidding.(:
9. Do long distance relationships work? nope.
10. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? zero.
11. Pancakes or French Toast? both!!
12.Do you like coffee? yeah, but not without sugar and cream.
13. How do you like your eggs?sunny side up.with catsup.yum!!(:
14. Do you believe in astrology? yes.haha.((:
15. Last person you talked to on the phone?mum.
16. Last person on your missed call list? i don't know.
17. What was the last text message you received? i don't know.haha.it's been months since i bothered to check on my cell phone.
18. Mcdonalds or Burger King? burger king.
19. Number of pillows? o2 is enough.
20. What are you hearing right now? kyle's voice..the PS2.
21. Pick a lyric, any lyric: "i'm gonna string this motherfucker on fire!(FIRE!!)"
22. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? strawberry jam.
23. Can you play pool? i can play in swimming pool.
24. Do you know how to swim? yeah.
25. Favorite ice cream? strawberry.mango.
26. Do you like maps? maps?as in, road maps, country maps..?
27. Tell me a random fact about yourself: i hate gaining weight, yet i eat a lot.
28. Ever play spin the bottle? yeah.
29. Ever attend a theme party? no.
30. What is your favorite season? hibernating season.((:
31. Favorite quote?: "so many people treat you like a kid, so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of a hotel window."
33. Last time you laughed at something stupid? dunno.
34. What time did you wake up this morning? 7 or 8 AM
35. Best thing about winter? snowflakes!!((: and snowballs.haha.(:
36. Last time a cop gave you a ticket? not yet.
37. What do you find most attractive about the opposite sex? i don't know..well,the physical qualities' the first thing i notice in a guy..but it'd be great if he has a great voice, an attitude, and has a great sense of humor.
38. Name of your first pet? it was a long time ago..o don't remember.i was just a little kid.
39. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated? depends.
40. What are you doing this weekend?killing time.
Surveys!!(I'm killing time.Sigh.)
11:02 AM
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WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING THIS WEEK?-- kill time, be a pessimist, get angry, eat, sleep, be stubborn, surf the net, go to different places, celebrate Christmas..0 Comments
ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE RIGHTNOW?-- yeah.haha.((:
HOW DO YOU FEEL AT THIS MOMENT?-- bored to death!!hai.wanna talk to dian or cuenx.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?-- answering this survey.
WHAT IF YOUR EX ASKED YOU BACK?-- think Alicia Keys' "Karma". (:
ARE YOU CRAZY ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE YOU LOVE?-- hell yeah!
DOES THAT PERSON YOU'RE CRAZY ABOUTKNOW HOW YOU FEEL?-- yup!haha.i'm getting all stupid again.(:
IF YOU WERE TO GO BACK TO THE PAST,WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?-- nothing.
WHAT IF THE PERSON WHOM YOU LOVE HURT YOU RIGHT NOW? WOULD YOU CRY?-- obviously!i'm a cry baby.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A ROOM ALONE?- listen to VERY LOUD music.
WHAT'S THE SWEETEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER DONE FOR YOU?-- umm..i think it was when someone hugged me when i was crying.
WHAT CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER IFYOU WERE DEPRESSED?-- listen to MCR!! haha.they're my anti-depressants.very addicting.(:
EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR ANYONE?-- i'm sane, you know.
WHAT TYPE OF friend DO YOU LIKE?-- someone who's fun, approachable, not a mudslider, energetic, likes music.. someone who understands me.
HAVE YOU FOUND THAT TYPE OF PERSON?--- oyea!cuenx and dian!!hahaha (:
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO HUG YOU? OR YOU GAVE A HUG TO? HOW DID IT FEEL?--- my brother, bryan.. it was fine.
WOULD YOU STILL GIVE A CHANCE TO ANY PERSON THAT HAS HURT YOU?--depends.
WHERE DO YOU WANNA GO RIGHT NOW?-- beside Gerard.
DO YOU HATE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?-- i don't know.
DO YOU GO ONLINE EVERYDAY?-- not really.
ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY RIGHT NOW?--- not really.
Whatever Things
10:05 AM
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Yesterday was...blah. My relatives and I went to Enchanted Kingdom, and I have realized that I lack energy. By lunch time I got wiped out.
I didn't get the chance to ride the Space Shuttle, since I had no fuckin' partner to go with me. All of my cousins were scared. Bryan, my ever masochistic brother, promised to ride it with me, but he got goosebumps when he saw the 11-storey high roller coaster. It sucks.
Anyway, we had fun. Anchors Away was a blast, it made me all tingly. The Up, Up And Away balloons sucked. It made me feel like I was going to puke. Erg.
I think I lost my zinc because of all the screaming. When it was time to eat, I wanted to go home. I felt sooo tired. I realized that I wasn't as alive as I was before. Am I, like, growing too old or something?
When my cousins and I rode the Rio Grande, we got so wet that Tita Rose got mad at us. She kept ranting about how angry Ninong Joji will be. It's okay.
We got home at about 9:30 PM. We were supposed to stay longer at EK, but all of us were tired and hungry. By the time I got to Filinvest, I slept at the nearest bed I could find. Haha.
I'm friggin' obsessed with MCR.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 3:59 PM
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God. I just saw MCR's Myspace!!(They're the TRUE ones.) Click here to see it!0 Comments
I'm addicted. Why's that? Maybe because these guys help me unwind.. whenever I'm stressed, I always play their intense, harsh, energetic music. When a certain place plays their songs, that place becomes my comfort zone. Do you get me?
I became familiar with MCR through the MTV Canadian Hit Chart. It bagged the #1 spot. I instantly fell in love with them- their song's super GREAT.(:
I played my CD almost everyday, yet it came as a surprise when I found out that my brothers- both younger than me- liked the band. I mean, they're so young; if I were their age I'd probably think it was noise. They loved it. Unbelievable.
My parents? Dad doesn't say a word, but Mum considers their music as "noise pollution" It gives her migraine, she says. "Siguro yung buhay nila kasing-gulo ng music nila!" ;I'd just reply with a quote from Artwork:"If it's too loud, you're too old."
I think I'll continue this some other time. I'm getting all lazy again.
Dazed:Confused
Monday, December 26, 2005 7:51 PM
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You want me to tell you the truth? I'll give you the truth.0 Comments
I'm confused. Not because of stupidity, it's just that... I feel that life's taking it too hard on me. I hate this. I thought this stage of life- the depressing and angsty part- would be cool. I'll say this once: IT.IS.NOT.
I'm starting to get pissed off with my dad. I feel like he doesn't love me that much. He doesn't take time to notice my very necessity: his acceptance. Shit. His favoritism is so fucking obvious. Why is the world taking its toil on me? Did I do something so fucking notorious?!
I'm starting to have this image of slitting my wrists. I think I'm sane enough to not commit suicide: I just want to hurt myself and maybe even my family. I want them to know that something is wrong with me. Fuck this.
Nobody understands me. Not my family nor my friends. Not my clique. Not me. Nobody. Nobody does.
Shit.
Christmas is here!!
Sunday, December 25, 2005 4:55 PM
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Merry Christmas, everyone!:)0 Comments
Sigh.. What's the best Christmas gift you've recieved? Is it an iPod? A digicam? A new born baby? Well, let me tell you mine. (I'm in a kind of hurry, sorry for the typo's!)
Christmas eve was lovely. We had lasagna and Ceasar's Salad for Noche Buena. I have recieved two gifts- a colorful belt and 500 Pesos. (I have the urge to scream of how poor this nation is becoming.) The best gift I got? A phone call.
If you're thinking romantic, then you're sorely mistaken. Haha. (: I called my (maternal) relatives who are in Cagayan de Oro, greeting them all a Merry Christmas. I talked to almost all of my cousins and had SO much fun. I particularly liked the conversation with my two kalog cousins, Kuya Kevin and Kuya Kaloi. I talked to them for, like, ages that my father got quite irritated with me. There.
Today is... fine. We went to our Alzheimer-stricken Tiya Peting and stayed there for a while. Every two minutes she'd say "Today we're going to have a program! Everyone will sing!!" God. I pity her.
Hmm.. that's about it. Again, what's the best gift you have recieved?
It would be lovely to hear from you. Season's greetings.(:
Eve of Christmas
Saturday, December 24, 2005 10:34 AM
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Why?Well, my family isn't spending Xmas in its old, traditional way.
Picture this: Your house smells of paint, you have no Christmas tree NOR Christmas lights, and you have ABSOLUTELY NO GIFT.
How are you going to enjoy the "falalalala" days, then?
Sigh.I wish I were in Cagayan de Oro with my relatives. I'm sure they're having loads of fun there.
But, hey, look at the positive side: My family's complete. We're still going to have our annual Noche Buena. Our home will look brand new. And, well, having no presents makes me reflect that Christmas is, after all, about Jesus. (Drama, drama!)
You're so optimistic, Krizelle. (Haha.) That's my girl.
Hello, Life.
Friday, December 23, 2005 4:48 PM
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I’m angst-ridden. Seriously.0 Comments
I know I’m not alone- most of us tend to dwell on the negative side of life. I guess I’m one of those who see this existence as, well… bullshit.
No adventure.
No passion.
No inspiration.
I am SO missing the fun part of life.
I remember being optimistic. I was happy (obviously). Whenever there was problem, I would laugh it off. I accepted everyone; I was friendly. I had stimulus and l was sunny. Then something happened- something which made a big impact on my life. It made me depressed and angry. And, in a flash, the Me I was before died.
So who’s the new Me?
Well…
She’s antagonistic. What better way to describe her? I better not give you her character, you’ll just hate her.
How about you? Yes, YOU. Are you just like me? Or are you happy with your verve?
I’ll be waiting.
this is my first.
Thursday, December 08, 2005 12:51 PM
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Sigh. This is my nth blog. Will I keep posting in this site until I'm, like, college?0 Comments
Lalala. I don't know.